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The head of the firm was a quiet-living, narrow-minded, though
friendly, man of fifty; and he took a serious interest in Jim's love-
suit, frequently inquiring how it progressed, and assuring Jim that
if he chose to marry he might have all the upper floor at a low rent,
he, Mr. Vine, contenting himself entirely with the ground level. It
had been so convenient for discussing business matters to have Jim in
the same house, that he did not wish any change to be made in
consequence of a change in Jim's domestic estate. Margery knew of
this wish, and of Jim's concurrent feeling; and did not like the idea
at all.

About four days after the young man's interview with the Baron, there
drew up in front of Jim's house at noon a waggon laden with cases and
packages, large and small. They were all addressed to 'Mr. Hayward,'
and they had come from the largest furnishing ware-houses in that
part of England.

Three-quarters of an hour were occupied in getting the cases to Jim's
rooms. The wary Jim did not show the amazement he felt at his
patron's munificence; and presently the senior partner came into the
passage, and wondered what was lumbering upstairs.

'Oh--it's only some things of mine,' said Jim coolly.

'Bearing upon the coming event--eh?' said his partner.

'Exactly,' replied Jim.

Mr. Vine, with some astonishment at the number of cases, shortly
after went away to the kiln; whereupon Jim shut himself into his
rooms, and there he might have been heard ripping up and opening
boxes with a cautious hand, afterwards appearing outside the door
with them empty, and carrying them off to the outhouse.

A triumphant look lit up his face when, a little later in the
afternoon, he sent into the vale to the dairy, and invited Margery
and her father to his house to supper.

She was not unsociable that day, and, her father expressing a hard
and fast acceptance of the invitation, she perforce agreed to go with
him. Meanwhile at home, Jim made himself as mysteriously busy as
before in those rooms of his, and when his partner returned he too
was asked to join in the supper.

At dusk Hayward went to the door, where he stood till he heard the
voices of his guests from the direction of the low grounds, now
covered with their frequent fleece of fog. The voices grew more
distinct, and then on the white surface of the fog there appeared two
trunkless heads, from which bodies and a horse and cart gradually
extended as the approaching pair rose towards the house.

When they had entered Jim pressed Margery's hand and conducted her up
to his rooms, her father waiting below to say a few words to the
senior lime-burner.

'Bless me,' said Jim to her, on entering the sitting-room; 'I quite
forgot to get a light beforehand; but I'll have one in a jiffy.'

Margery stood in the middle of the dark room, while Jim struck a
match; and then the young girl's eyes were conscious of a burst of
light, and the rise into being of a pair of handsome silver
candlesticks containing two candles that Jim was in the act of
lighting.

'Why--where--you have candlesticks like that?' said Margery. Her
eyes flew round the room as the growing candle-flames showed other
articles. 'Pictures too--and lovely china--why I knew nothing of
this, I declare.'

'Yes--a few things that came to me by accident,' said Jim in quiet
tones.

'And a great gold clock under a glass, and a cupid swinging for a
pendulum; and O what a lovely work-table--woods of every colour--and
a work-box to match. May I look inside that work-box, Jim?--whose is
it?'

'O yes; look at it, of course. It is a poor enough thing, but 'tis
mine; and it will belong to the woman I marry, whoever she may be, as
well as all the other things here.'

'And the curtains and the looking-glasses: why I declare I can see
myself in a hundred places.'

'That tea-set,' said Jim, placidly pointing to a gorgeous china
service and a large silver tea-pot on the side table, 'I don't use at
present, being a bachelor-man; but, says I to myself, "whoever I
marry will want some such things for giving her parties; or I can
sell em"--but I haven't took steps for't yet--'

'Sell 'em--no, I should think not,' said Margery with earnest
reproach. 'Why, I hope you wouldn't be so foolish! Why, this is
exactly the kind of thing I was thinking of when I told you of the
things women could want--of course not meaning myself particularly.
I had no idea that you had such valuable--'

Margery was unable to speak coherently, so much was she amazed at the
wealth of Jim's possessions.

At this moment her father and the lime-burner came upstairs; and to
appear womanly and proper to Mr. Vine, Margery repressed the
remainder of her surprise.

As for the two elderly worthies, it was not till they entered the
room and sat down that their slower eyes discerned anything brilliant
in the appointments. Then one of them stole a glance at some
article, and the other at another; but each being unwilling to
express his wonder in the presence of his neighbours, they received
the objects before them with quite an accustomed air; the lime-burner
inwardly trying to conjecture what all this meant, and the dairyman
musing that if Jim's business allowed him to accumulate at this rate,
the sooner Margery became his wife the better. Margery retreated to
the work-table, work-box, and tea-service, which she examined with
hushed exclamations.

An entertainment thus surprisingly begun could not fail to progress
well. Whenever Margery's crusty old father felt the need of a civil
sentence, the flash of Jim's fancy articles inspired him to one;
while the lime-burner, having reasoned away his first ominous thought
that all this had come out of the firm, also felt proud and blithe.

Jim accompanied his dairy friends part of the way home before they
mounted. Her father, finding that Jim wanted to speak to her
privately, and that she exhibited some elusiveness, turned to Margery
and said; 'Come, come, my lady; no more of this nonsense. You just
step behind with that young man, and I and the cart will wait for
you.'

Margery, a little scared at her father's peremptoriness, obeyed. It
was plain that Jim had won the old man by that night's stroke, if he
had not won her.

'I know what you are going to say, Jim,' she began, less ardently
now, for she was no longer under the novel influence of the shining
silver and glass. 'Well, as you desire it, and as my father desires
it, and as I suppose it will be the best course for me, I will fix
the day--not this evening, but as soon as I can think it over.'



CHAPTER VIII



Notwithstanding a press of business, Jim went and did his duty in
thanking the Baron. The latter saw him in his fishing-tackle room,
an apartment littered with every appliance that a votary of the rod
could require.

'And when is the wedding-day to be, Hayward?' the Baron asked, after
Jim had told him that matters were settled.

'It is not quite certain yet, my noble lord,' said Jim cheerfully.
'But I hope 'twill not be long after the time when God A'mighty
christens the little apples.'

'And when is that?'

'St. Swithin's--the middle of July. 'Tis to be some time in that
month, she tells me.'

When Jim was gone the Baron seemed meditative. He went out, ascended
the mount, and entered the weather-screen, where he looked at the
seats, as though re-enacting in his fancy the scene of that memorable
morning of fog. He turned his eyes to the angle of the shelter,
round which Margery had suddenly appeared like a vision, and it was
plain that he would not have minded her appearing there then. The
juncture had indeed been such an impressive and critical one that she
must have seemed rather a heavenly messenger than a passing milkmaid,
more especially to a man like the Baron, who, despite the mystery of
his origin and life, revealed himself to be a melancholy, emotional
character--the Jacques of this forest and stream.

Behind the mount the ground rose yet higher, ascending to a
plantation which sheltered the house. The Baron strolled up here,
and bent his gaze over the distance. The valley of the Exe lay
before him, with its shining river, the brooks that fed it, and the
trickling springs that fed the brooks. The situation of Margery's
house was visible, though not the house itself; and the Baron gazed
that way for an infinitely long time, till, remembering himself, he
moved on.

Instead of returning to the house he went along the ridge till he
arrived at the verge of Chillington Wood, and in the same desultory
manner roamed under the trees, not pausing till he had come to Three-
Walks-End, and the hollow elm hard by. He peeped in at the rift. In
the soft dry layer of touch-wood that floored the hollow Margery's
tracks were still visible, as she had made them there when dressing
for the ball.

'Little Margery!' murmured the Baron.

In a moment he thought better of this mood, and turned to go home.
But behold, a form stood behind him--that of the girl whose name had
been on his lips.

She was in utter confusion. 'I--I--did not know you were here, sir!'
she began. 'I was out for a little walk.' She could get no further;
her eyes filled with tears. That spice of wilfulness, even hardness,
which characterized her in Jim's company, magically disappeared in
the presence of the Baron.

'Never mind, never mind,' said he, masking under a severe manner
whatever he felt. 'The meeting is awkward, and ought not to have
occurred, especially if as I suppose, you are shortly to be married
to James Hayward. But it cannot be helped now. You had no idea I
was here, of course. Neither had I of seeing you. Remember you
cannot be too careful,' continued the Baron, in the same grave tone;
'and I strongly request you as a friend to do your utmost to avoid
meetings like this. When you saw me before I turned, why did you not
go away?'

'I did not see you, sir. I did not think of seeing you. I was
walking this way, and I only looked in to see the tree.'

'That shows you have been thinking of things you should not think
of,' returned the Baron. 'Good morning.'

Margery could answer nothing. A browbeaten glance, almost of misery,
was all she gave him. He took a slow step away from her; then turned
suddenly back and, stooping, impulsively kissed her cheek, taking her
as much by surprise as ever a woman was taken in her life.

Immediately after he went off with a flushed face and rapid strides,
which he did not check till he was within his own boundaries.

The haymaking season now set in vigorously, and the weir-hatches were
all drawn in the meads to drain off the water. The streams ran
themselves dry, and there was no longer any difficulty in walking
about among them. The Baron could very well witness from the
elevations about his house the activity which followed these
preliminaries. The white shirt-sleeves of the mowers glistened in
the sun, the scythes flashed, voices echoed, snatches of song floated
about, and there were glimpses of red waggon-wheels, purple gowns,
and many-coloured handkerchiefs.

The Baron had been told that the haymaking was to be followed by the
wedding, and had he gone down the vale to the dairy he would have had
evidence to that effect. Dairyman Tucker's house was in a whirlpool
of bustle, and among other difficulties was that of turning the
cheese-room into a genteel apartment for the time being, and hiding
the awkwardness of having to pass through the milk-house to get to
the parlour door. These household contrivances appeared to interest
Margery much more than the great question of dressing for the
ceremony and the ceremony itself. In all relating to that she showed
an indescribable backwardness, which later on was well remembered.

'If it were only somebody else, and I was one of the bridesmaids, I
really think I should like it better!' she murmured one afternoon.

'Away with thee--that's only your shyness!' said one of the
milkmaids.

It is said that about this time the Baron seemed to feel the effects
of solitude strongly. Solitude revives the simple instincts of
primitive man, and lonely country nooks afford rich soil for wayward
emotions. Moreover, idleness waters those unconsidered impulses
which a short season of turmoil would stamp out. It is difficult to
speak with any exactness of the bearing of such conditions on the
mind of the Baron--a man of whom so little was ever truly known--but
there is no doubt that his mind ran much on Margery as an individual,
without reference to her rank or quality, or to the question whether
she would marry Jim Hayward that summer. She was the single lovely
human thing within his present horizon, for he lived in absolute
seclusion; and her image unduly affected him.

But, leaving conjecture, let me state what happened.

One Saturday evening, two or three weeks after his accidental meeting
with her in the wood, he wrote the note following:-


DEAR MARGERY, -

You must not suppose that, because I spoke somewhat severely to you
at our chance encounter by the hollow tree, I have any feeling
against you. Far from it. Now, as ever, I have the most grateful
sense of your considerate kindness to me on a momentous occasion
which shall be nameless.

You solemnly promised to come and see me whenever I should send for
you. Can you call for five minutes as soon as possible, and disperse
those plaguy glooms from which I am so unfortunate as to suffer? If
you refuse I will not answer for the consequences.

I shall be in the summer shelter of the mount to-morrow morning at
half-past ten. If you come I shall be grateful. I have also
something for you. Yours,

X.


In keeping with the tenor of this epistle the desponding, self-
oppressed Baron ascended the mount on Sunday morning and sat down.
There was nothing here to signify exactly the hour, but before the
church bells had begun he heard somebody approaching at the back.
The light footstep moved timidly, first to one recess, and then to
another; then to the third, where he sat in the shade. Poor Margery
stood before him.

She looked worn and weary, and her little shoes and the skirts of her
dress were covered with dust. The weather was sultry, the sun being
already high and powerful, and rain had not fallen for weeks. The
Baron, who walked little, had thought nothing of the effects of this
heat and drought in inducing fatigue. A distance which had been but
a reasonable exercise on a foggy morning was a drag for Margery now.
She was out of breath; and anxiety, even unhappiness was written on
her everywhere.

He rose to his feet, and took her hand. He was vexed with himself at
sight of her. 'My dear little girl!' he said. 'You are tired--you
should not have come.'

'You sent for me, sir; and I was afraid you were ill; and my promise
to you was sacred.'

He bent over her, looking upon her downcast face, and still holding
her hand; then he dropped it, and took a pace or two backwards.

'It was a whim, nothing more,' he said, sadly. 'I wanted to see my
little friend, to express good wishes--and to present her with this.'
He held forward a small morocco case, and showed her how to open it,
disclosing a pretty locket, set with pearls. 'It is intended as a
wedding present,' he continued. 'To be returned to me again if you
do not marry Jim this summer--it is to be this summer, I think?'

'It was, sir,' she said with agitation. 'But it is so no longer.
And, therefore, I cannot take this.'

'What do you say?'

'It was to have been to-day; but now it cannot be.'

'The wedding to-day--Sunday?' he cried.

'We fixed Sunday not to hinder much time at this busy season of the
year,' replied she.

'And have you, then, put it off--surely not?'

'You sent for me, and I have come,' she answered humbly, like an
obedient familiar in the employ of some great enchanter. Indeed, the
Baron's power over this innocent girl was curiously like enchantment,
or mesmeric influence. It was so masterful that the sexual element
was almost eliminated. It was that of Prospero over the gentle
Ariel. And yet it was probably only that of the cosmopolite over the
recluse, of the experienced man over the simple maid.

'You have come--on your wedding-day!--O Margery, this is a mistake.
Of course, you should not have obeyed me, since, though I thought
your wedding would be soon, I did not know it was to-day.'

'I promised you, sir; and I would rather keep my promise to you than
be married to Jim.'

'That must not be--the feeling is wrong!' he murmured, looking at the
distant hills. 'There seems to be a fate in all this; I get out of
the frying-pan into the fire. What a recompense to you for your
goodness! The fact is, I was out of health and out of spirits, so I-
-but no more of that. Now instantly to repair this tremendous
blunder that we have made--that's the question.'

After a pause, he went on hurriedly, 'Walk down the hill; get into
the road. By that time I shall be there with a phaeton. We may get
back in time. What time is it now? If not, no doubt the wedding can
be to-morrow; so all will come right again. Don't cry, my dear girl.
Keep the locket, of course--you'll marry Jim.'



CHAPTER IX



He hastened down towards the stables, and she went on as directed.
It seemed as if he must have put in the horse himself, so quickly did
he reappear with the phaeton on the open road. Margery silently took
her seat, and the Baron seemed cut to the quick with self-reproach as
he noticed the listless indifference with which she acted. There was
no doubt that in her heart she had preferred obeying the apparently
important mandate that morning to becoming Jim's wife; but there was
no less doubt that had the Baron left her alone she would quietly
have gone to the altar.

He drove along furiously, in a cloud of dust. There was much to
contemplate in that peaceful Sunday morning--the windless trees and
fields, the shaking sunlight, the pause in human stir. Yet neither
of them heeded, and thus they drew near to the dairy. His first
expressed intention had been to go indoors with her, but this he
abandoned as impolitic in the highest degree.

'You may be soon enough,' he said, springing down, and helping her to
follow. 'Tell the truth: say you were sent for to receive a wedding
present--that it was a mistake on my part--a mistake on yours; and I
think they'll forgive . . . And, Margery, my last request to you is
this: that if I send for you again, you do not come. Promise
solemnly, my dear girl, that any such request shall be unheeded.'

Her lips moved, but the promise was not articulated. 'O, sir, I
cannot promise it!' she said at last.

'But you must; your salvation may depend on it!' he insisted almost
sternly. 'You don't know what I am.'

'Then, sir, I promise,' she replied. 'Now leave me to myself,
please, and I'll go indoors and manage matters.'

He turned the horse and drove away, but only for a little distance.
Out of sight he pulled rein suddenly. 'Only to go back and propose
it to her, and she'd come!' he murmured.

He stood up in the phaeton, and by this means he could see over the
hedge. Margery still sat listlessly in the same place; there was not
a lovelier flower in the field. 'No,' he said; 'no, no--never!' He
reseated himself, and the wheels sped lightly back over the soft dust
to Mount Lodge.

Meanwhile Margery had not moved. If the Baron could dissimulate on
the side of severity she could dissimulate on the side of calm. He
did not know what had been veiled by the quiet promise to manage
matters indoors. Rising at length she first turned away from the
house; and, by-and-by, having apparently forgotten till then that she
carried it in her hand, she opened the case, and looked at the
locket. This seemed to give her courage. She turned, set her face
towards the dairy in good earnest, and though her heart faltered when
the gates came in sight, she kept on and drew near the door.

On the threshold she stood listening. The house was silent.
Decorations were visible in the passage, and also the carefully swept
and sanded path to the gate, which she was to have trodden as a
bride; but the sparrows hopped over it as if it were abandoned; and
all appeared to have been checked at its climacteric, like a clock
stopped on the strike. Till this moment of confronting the suspended
animation of the scene she had not realized the full shock of the
convulsion which her disappearance must have caused. It is quite
certain--apart from her own repeated assurances to that effect in
later years--that in hastening off that morning to her sudden
engagement, Margery had not counted the cost of such an enterprise;
while a dim notion that she might get back again in time for the
ceremony, if the message meant nothing serious, should also be
mentioned in her favour. But, upon the whole, she had obeyed the
call with an unreasoning obedience worthy of a disciple in primitive
times. A conviction that the Baron's life might depend upon her
presence--for she had by this time divined the tragical event she had
interrupted on the foggy morning--took from her all will to judge and
consider calmly. The simple affairs of her and hers seemed nothing
beside the possibility of harm to him.

A well-known step moved on the sanded floor within, and she went
forward. That she saw her father's face before her, just within the
door, can hardly be said: it was rather Reproach and Rage in a human
mask.

'What! ye have dared to come back alive, hussy, to look upon the
dupery you have practised on honest people! You've mortified us all;
I don't want to see 'ee; I don't want to hear 'ee; I don't want to
know anything!' He walked up and down the room, unable to command
himself. 'Nothing but being dead could have excused 'ee for not
meeting and marrying that man this morning; and yet you have the
brazen impudence to stand there as well as ever! What be you here
for?'

'I've come back to marry Jim, if he wants me to,' she said faintly.
'And if not--perhaps so much the better. I was sent for this morning
early. I thought--.' She halted. To say that she had thought a
man's death might happen by his own hand if she did not go to him,
would never do. 'I was obliged to go,' she said. 'I had given my
word.'

'Why didn't you tell us then, so that the wedding could be put off,
without making fools o' us?'

'Because I was afraid you wouldn't let me go, and I had made up my
mind to go.'

'To go where?'

She was silent; till she said, 'I will tell Jim all, and why it was;
and if he's any friend of mine he'll excuse me.'

'Not Jim--he's no such fool. Jim had put all ready for you, Jim had
called at your house, a-dressed up in his new wedding clothes, and a-
smiling like the sun; Jim had told the parson, had got the ringers in
tow, and the clerk awaiting; and then--you was GONE! Then Jim turned
as pale as rendlewood, and busted out, "If she don't marry me to-
day," 'a said, "she don't marry me at all! No; let her look
elsewhere for a husband. For tew years I've put up with her haughty
tricks and her takings," 'a said. "I've droudged and I've traipsed,
I've bought and I've sold, all wi' an eye to her; I've suffered
horseflesh," he says--yes, them was his noble words--"but I'll suffer
it no longer. She shall go!" "Jim," says I, "you be a man. If
she's alive, I commend 'ee; if she's dead, pity my old age." "She
isn't dead," says he; "for I've just heard she was seen walking off
across the fields this morning, looking all of a scornful triumph."
He turned round and went, and the rest o' the neighbours went; and
here be I left to the reproach o't.'

'He was too hasty,' murmured Margery. 'For now he's said this I
can't marry him to-morrow, as I might ha' done; and perhaps so much
the better.'

'You can be so calm about it, can ye? Be my arrangements nothing,
then, that you should break 'em up, and say off hand what wasn't done
to-day might ha' been done to-morrow, and such flick-flack? Out o'
my sight! I won't hear any more. I won't speak to 'ee any more.'

'I'll go away, and then you'll be sorry!'

'Very well, go. Sorry--not I.'

He turned and stamped his way into the cheese-room. Margery went
upstairs. She too was excited now, and instead of fortifying herself
in her bedroom till her father's rage had blown over, as she had
often done on lesser occasions, she packed up a bundle of articles,
crept down again, and went out of the house. She had a place of
refuge in these cases of necessity, and her father knew it, and was
less alarmed at seeing her depart than he might otherwise have been.
This place was Rook's Gate, the house of her grandmother, who always
took Margery's part when that young woman was particularly in the
wrong.

The devious way she pursued, to avoid the vicinity of Mount Lodge,
was tedious, and she was already weary. But the cottage was a
restful place to arrive at, for she was her own mistress there--her
grandmother never coming down stairs--and Edy, the woman who lived
with and attended her, being a cipher except in muscle and voice.
The approach was by a straight open road, bordered by thin lank
trees, all sloping away from the south-west wind-quarter, and the
scene bore a strange resemblance to certain bits of Dutch landscape
which have been imprinted on the world's eye by Hobbema and his
school.

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